Rainbow Six siege: The ups, The downs and becoming toxic

<h1>From humble beginnings&colon;<&sol;h1>&NewLine;<p><em>Rainbow 6 Siege<&sol;em> was a developmental mess in its early days and still suffers from slight issues&comma; such as daily server crashing or graphical glitches&period; I remember back in 2014&sol;2015 when &&num;8216&semi;<em>Rainbow 6 Patriots&&num;8217&semi;<&sol;em> was announced&comma; being a fan of the &&num;8216&semi;Rainbow 6&&num;8217&semi; series through childhood&comma; this filled me with joy and the proposed storyline was that of anti-terrorism&comma; a hobby of mine&period; However&comma; &&num;8216&semi;P<em>atriots&&num;8217&semi;<&sol;em> fell into a limbo common among good games today where controversial views led to its destruction&period; The dev teams responsible for patriots were forced to flip the script last second and thus siege was born&period; In the first year of this game&comma; I played 8 hours before giving up on it due to lack of content and skill&period;<&sol;p>&NewLine;<h1><img class&equals;"aligncenter wp-image-136398 size-full" style&equals;"font-size&colon; 16px&semi;" src&equals;"https&colon;&sol;&sol;cdn&period;bagogames&period;com&sol;wp-content&sol;uploads&sol;2018&sol;03&sol;04122325&sol;tom&lowbar;clancys&lowbar;rainbow&lowbar;six&lowbar;siege&lowbar;team&lowbar;weapons&lowbar;equipment&lowbar;109248&lowbar;2560x1440-1000x600&period;jpg" alt&equals;"" width&equals;"1000" height&equals;"600" &sol;><&sol;h1>&NewLine;<h2>The modern-day return&colon;<&sol;h2>&NewLine;<p>By the end of summer 2017 I needed some more competitive gameplay in my life&comma; but more than the same old shoot bang experience&period; One evening my friends suggested we play siege&comma; and if we could go back I would&&num;8217&semi;ve turned him down in an instant because he ruined my life&period; I became addicted&comma; unable to go a day without securing the area as the attackers or roaming the objective as defenders&comma; the thrill of the game was unparalleled&period; But with all great excitement comes a deep depression after its passing&comma; I started to get what the games community refers to as &&num;8220&semi;tilted&&num;8221&semi; each time I lost&sol;died&comma; I started blaming my friends for being bad when really it was me who was holding them back&excl; We came to lose the feeling of fun we initially enjoyed and it was tearing us apart&period; The solution was simple&comma; we had to become toxic towards everyone else&period; Let me tell you&comma; I can&&num;8217&semi;t believe how much this decision changed me&comma; I became the thing I hated the most&period; We started recruit rushing&comma; spawn-peeking&comma; trolling both our team and the enemies and purposely throwing games we were winning to remain in copper rank where everyone was as bad as us&period;<&sol;p>&NewLine;<h3>The resolution&colon;<&sol;h3>&NewLine;<p>Today&comma; I have settled down on my toxicity&semi; only teamkilling once a week at most&period; The game is getting as exciting as ever with year 3 and new operators approaching&period; However&comma; I will be nowhere near the pro leagues with my skill level&period; But to me&comma; more operators just means more rainbow 6 memes and that is truly the exciting point of the whole thing&period;<&sol;p>&NewLine;<p><img class&equals;"aligncenter wp-image-136396 size-full" src&equals;"https&colon;&sol;&sol;cdn&period;bagogames&period;com&sol;wp-content&sol;uploads&sol;2018&sol;03&sol;04122103&sol;hqdefault&period;jpg" alt&equals;"" width&equals;"480" height&equals;"360" &sol;><&sol;p>&NewLine;